Well darling, I'm 50 years older than you and your in for one hell of a life if you don't kick arse real quick. I'm not sure where music fits into the scheme of things but, it has had a great influence on society and mental health for at least the time I have been alive. Now if you have any sense of reasoning follow this link and put 2+2 together. Then, if you get 4 like I did, get a VERYGOOD - REAL (not on-line therapist) and rub a few thighs (you will understand when you view the link).
Other than that get rid of any BLACK - PUNK music paraphernalia you have and get into the sunshine (your not a vampire, you just live in their environment). Pay attention to your diet (again after viewing the link you will understand) and become the butterfly you can be instead of that caterpillar that's scared to cross the road.
www abc.net.au/tv/bigideas/stories/2010/10/26/3047587.htm

Wish I was 17 again - take care Jasmine