I must agree with Omers and Ygrec23. Ignorance is bliss sometimes. A lot of people in my life have said that I had "people skills" (before my illness), which is what a lot of PC members seem to acquire. So I have gained nothing by this, nothing but heartache. I, for one, would rather not have any idea how far I would go to rid myself of the pain inside of me. I have always been a smarty-pants, but until now, only academically. How I wish that I was not one emotionally....

Take care, all of you.