Do you think maybe cuz you know his end result that you identify with how you want to feel maybe more so??? Okay for instance hmm There was this book I was starting to read...But because at the preface I knew the author had commited suicide like I just empathized and felt way more connected and it triggered me more into a trance then I think it would of if I had learned that later even though you would have known she was heading that way thru out the book make sense? Like your drawn to his music more so cuz you can hear his anger, pain, sadness cuz you know were he's heading cuz you know already what happened? Ugh sorry I may just be rambling???
Kalisha
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the past is my future. the pain is my emotion that is my prison. what I feel is as confusing as to why I feel it?
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