Offering safe hugs,
I just want to say that my mother brings up things within our system we too have DID...Not that we have any reason that she contributed yet to anything but when she leaves all of a sudden the memories start flooding thru.....,
Please don't second guess yourself. There will be those that say yes these could be false memories and so yes maybe they could be but then again the question would have to be "why" and that would still need attention right! This is still serious....I believe especially when there is already DID involved for "other" reasons all things need special care and attention....Please take special care of yourself. Soon you will be strong enough to protect yourself from her influence when you have enough insight for yourself....For all yourselves....Maybe have an inside meeting? Learn some things you can do to recover after she leaves or after you see her to relieve some of the ugly thing that you feel...Like coloring some just random emotional drawings scribbles anything.....
I am sorry that your going thru this safe hugs, you can pm me if you want I apologize if I say anything upsetting,
Kalisha
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the past is my future. the pain is my emotion that is my prison. what I feel is as confusing as to why I feel it?
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