In crisis (again). Needing to feel not so damn alone. Just wondering if any other DID'ers who are mums would mind if they shared some survival tips with me? I'm struggling to keep system together, and out of hospital, and alive another day. Have three little ones IRL (4yo, 2yo & 6mth) that are pushing buttons left, right and centre (deliberately as kids do in normal boundary testing, but also from stuff they don't mean and don't realise they do that upsets me) and I know they are challenging for parents in general, but unfortunately I'm getting triggered and I'm flying all over the place. I'm terrified if I ask T for assistance w kids they'll think I'm unfit and take them away. If that happened, I would stop struggling. I love them, I love them, I love them so much it hurts. My children always have their basic needs met and then some, and they come before all internally at our mutual desire. I'm exhausted physically, emotionally and mentally. Just feel so damn alone.
Thanks for listening,
kp