ErinBear you have a good point ..still though my T has not always followed the rules...he has JUMPED over many boundary lines....I guess I will see this week maybe ..I am like going in a circle and can't seem to stop it. You would think he would email asking me something..anything...he has done so before..even just to chat on himself which is good with me ..I just feel way rejected and alone or something by him. I DO know he would see me all I can pay to see him.