Yo Lex, major bummer. I with the gang on this one. You deserve uncondiional love. I have a friend who's bi and in a 40 year marriage with a man I call "the Saint". She's a scorpio and needs "extras". She absolutley adores her husband and would no more leave him that leave the planet. He apparently trusts that enough to live with it......

Her biggest problem is finding women who will share her with her husband....... as they will always be "#2" and most of us want to be #1 with the person we love....... She has "friends with extras" or whatever they call it these days, to get her through dry spells....

Theoretically we're all born bi. Personally, I've let go of trying for intimate relationships and just pet bunnies..... calmest 8 years of my life....... I can't imagine having to deal with a sex drive at this point..... I wish you well.