Yeah, I understand all of that. It's just that I'm the type of person that has to know, everything. So for me it is more frustrating not knowing the truth than just taking a bunch of pills in hopes that they will help.

As for getting out, I am more than ready for it. My wife and I have been planning for this ever since the thought of a bipolar diagnosis came up. I am a few months away from finishing my degree towards a new career that I am so looking forward to, although it will be stressful at time it is a good stressful.