I know how you feel. I am 34 with a college degree and certified licensed therapist but I just can't seem to function as I should sometimes. I am currenlty going for temporary disability but I am having to jump through hoops so be prepared to battle with them. It seems to be really hard to get.

I hope you get things straightened out soon. The turmoil is horrible but you have to make a decision that is best for YOU not what your fiance thinks.