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Stick around, hold your breath and you'll find good friends on PC and be able to visit your counselor next week. Take it minute by minute. Do some breathing exercises when it's particularly bad. And keep posting here on PC. Help will arrive. Take care.
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We must love one another or die.
W.H. Auden
We must love one another AND die.
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