Hi,
I am sorry to hear that you are suffering. Ive been on meds and counseling for 10 years now, and I havent "licked it" and am my self trying to mind some kind of contentment in my life. The past comes round alot to haunt me and adds to my depression. I guess have got better for me time to time, being bipolar I get an up swing once in a while, even then all I can think about is that maybe its finally over, then unpredicted and not knowing when the depression just creeps up on me. I have triggers as well, a song on the radio, or even a make and model or color of a car, can take me back somewhere. I am just thankful for these forums and that I can see that others deal with these things too.

take care
Kris

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