It might, and I hope I can talk about part of it here, but there is another thing that I have not shared with anyone except maybe one person. Because It's hard to understand, Even for me. I'm trying to stay focused. I'm trying to stay busy. The fustrating part is being stuck in a place I don't want to be in. I don't really like living with my parents, it can be to sufficating. And the fact that I hide some of the vary things that most people don't want to hear about, or even see. I just hope I can get over this.