I was at school for a concert today and I had the worst anxiety, i don't like going out or being around people for that very reason. I felt like everyone was talking about me, staring at me and I desperatelyt wanted to get out of there. But I held on. I guess
I couldnt breathe it was horrible. I just wanted to cry. When i got home i ran to my room and burst into tears and it took me a good while to control my breathing.
Could I have social phobia?? Its like im almost agoraphobi. Im afraid to leave my house because I KNOW im going to end up in a big crowd and have a meltdown.
The worst is my school is tiny but there's 1200 kids so it's realllly bad a school. For a while I considered changing schools and even dropping out its gotten so bad....
Whats wrong with me, im taking wellbutrin whih is supposed to help with my depression, ADD and anxiety but i feel like its making it worse and i dont know if its working yet.
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