I wasn't around here too much either. Busy working, trying to gather enough money to pay my next rent and medications.

I care about you!

The only thing that comes to my mind right now is:
"Do not let him win!"
"Do not give him the sastifaction of making you miserable after all these years!"
"Trow him out of your life!"

((((((((((((((((sj)))))))))))))))))