Sky,
I'm sorry you are feeling this way.
I feel this way all the time in my 3-D life-- which has made therapy just about impossible--- as I think like you:--"
how do I know who to trust. .. whether you are part of them trying to sneak in the back door or not? "--- that can be a very scary and lonely place to be.
I'm sorry that you are feeling that way-- I asure you-- i'm not one of those "sneaking through the back door"--- if you want to PM me you can anytime. Hope you feel safer real soon.
Please take care.
mandy