Thank you so much for your reply. I will pray that God and the encouragement of so many good friends and caring people will assist me in making the right decision. Without God nothing is possible, but with Him, all things are--even making the right decision in the midst of my own confusion as long as I don't make a decision while I'm still confused. I need to be patient and wait on divine guidance to lead me in the way I should go whether that's going back to my ex or walking alone. Life is good.