krzykris,

It's hard, I know. I can't understand how hard it must be being bipolar on top of the depression! The triggers are so hard to deal with sometimes. I'm glad for these forums too . I read a lot here, just don't post. Somehow my problems often seem insignificant compared to a lot of others. But still... trying to find that content again when you have to struggle each day to make ends meet and battle legal problems with a whacked out ex (he's an addict and a deadbeat dad) really get me down.

I'm struggling hard to detach myself from him still. It's hard, and I get angry with myself that I can't!! I just want to smack him upside the head and ask him "what the hell were YOU thinking?" But that won't do any good.

Hopefully, we'll all find that place where we're content with ourselves and our lives again... sigh!