I am turning 45 the day after christmas. I have always had to take sleep medicine. I was diagnosed bp as a teenager. My worries and anxieties keep me sleepless without taking Trazadone at night..It is a really good med for insomnia without addictive qualities. I have been waking with a feeling of doom also in morning for a few years it is aweful. I am going through this year. Making difficult moves from Seattle to Florida to help my daughters addiction and possible bp I dont know. I am engaged this year and dont know is his job in 2 months going to Texas or back to Seattle. Im overwhelmed and yeah just thinking maybe Pre-menopause getting me down, My thinking has been going blank with such a lack of interest and I am really fearing getting older too. I really enjoy coming here because I dont know anyone around to talk about stuff like we all do.

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