Hey, Racee,

You feel awful. What a bad time in anyone's life. Can you believe that what you've done is the best for both your baby and you? But even if it's true, which it probably is, that won't help you feel better right now. So it's good that you were able to start a thread here and write in for support. We're all here for you. Some of us even know how you feel. (((((((((((((((Racee))))))))))))))).
Take care.