((((( granite ))))))

This reminds me of something my T said to me once. When I was recalling some painful things of the past and saying how I can't change it...He said that I couldn't change it, but that I can change my experience of it. I replied, "Why does that feel so fake?"....His response was that it's pretty distant then.

I believe he was trying to help me, but instead, I dismissed it...like, I am somehow supposed to be able to just change the way I'm feeling and thinking, just because he's suggesting something different?

But, I'm hoping that one day it will make sense, something will click, and that I'll be able to somehow feel differently, view it differently, have different reflections, hopes, etc.

Hang in there, granite....