TRIGGER

I keep having the thought that I shoudl take pills until I cease to exist. The other thought I have many times every day is about cutting my wrists. It is just as disproportionate to the situation as my husband's anger is over the cake.

Fortunately I see my p-doc tomorrow so I can tell her yet again that my meds aren't working.
I saw my T today, and I was thinking that we have been making progress, and I was beginning to feel confident in myself and I feel like it was torn away from me.