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Old Dec 13, 2010, 11:50 PM
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I knew it had to come to this...My heart is racing my brain full of intruding thought's my eye's red ready to burst with tears, however I feel that my stomach could burst with rage? OMG....It hurts, yet it dose not...It's pain, yet it's freedom..It's understanding but it's confusion...Back to my own prison that lives with in me, my own mind!!!!!!!
How do you get rid of the irritant when your the one who is your own freaking problem? I feel sick

Allot of memory work is disturbing me, however having to push it all down to give my family my support and play with my kids and luv them like I do cuz they deserve it is actually starting to short circuit my brain....Spinning.........
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the past is my future. the pain is my emotion that is my prison. what I feel is as confusing as to why I feel it?