Thread: Emotional rollercoaster tickets to ride blah
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Old Dec 14, 2010, 12:10 AM
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Thanks,

I know you understand.....I just feel so empty, upset, aggravated, irritated...after not seeing T for a couple of weeks, seems that dunno I was relieved but then cuz there's comfort with her I am upset. I had to tell her that I don't trust her...Just to let her know I can't trust her She tried to tell me how she won't leave me...How she's going to be there for me in the long hall and we have a long way to go!....I started to cry I don't like crying it's against my head and eyes lol!!! ARG....I hate counting on people....HATE IT!! I know she's good, however I know as soon, soon as I count on her she will be gone....My own mother left me when I was just over two...I begged her to take me and my brother...She just said she would be back for us...Just couldn't until damage was done...BLAH
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