I agree with Robw on how receptive kids can be.

Are you currently working? Is it possible to ask one of your friends to help? I'm not quite sure what your relationship with your ex is like, but maybe he can look after the kids for a while, until you can get on your own feet? It's hard enough to tackle life, let alone with bipolar, being a single parent, battling to make ends meet... you are strong to have come this far. I hope you see that there is a light - unfortunately it sometimes takes a long time to show itself.

(((MOOSE)))