more like 2.5 left. But tonight is really hard, I can't sleep and all I (or Hill) wants to SI. I really don't want to, so I think it's more her. It's hard to tell somedays. But right now the only thing that I could think of to stop her is to get on to my computer. Maybe put up a block on things I don't want her or I to see. and post here. and then if needed play some relaxing games. I just hope this helps. I know I took my meds late again. And I'm looking into what time is best and what fits my schedule. But I think it's more the meds this time.