i know I posted about this in my other post but i am just trying to wrap my mind around this and understand why.one of the things that has got me so down is that my son isnt comming home when i thought he was.i told her this in an e-mail and her responce in T was that she wants me to imagine he is comming home and that that will help he feel better.it is a lie and i cant believe it.all i could say durring the whole session was that i'm scared.she said she knows that and she doesnt want me to feel any worse than i do and that is why she is asking me to do this.she wants me to have a little hope she said without it i am left with nothing but the huge dispair that i am feeling and she is worried that will get worse.

i just cant understand how this can help he .how will i feel when he doesnt come home when he was supose to?i know i would be even more let down.and it also left me feeling like my life has just gotten so bad that even others feel that the only way for me to feel better is to believe in a lie.that i have nothing else.

i'm scared because i am so depressed and this is the answer she has come up with.i dont think i can handle all this much longer i am finding it harder and harder to just get through my daily stuff.i have been calling out of work because the idea is getting to be to much all i want to do is hide in my head,SI,dissapear,and not deal at all.i cant even tell my T any of this my not being able to talk is worse than ever.i dont even want to talk to my husband any more.
my T answer to all this is to believe in a lie can someone please help me understand this.