Kind of an update maybe... I dunno. I haven't called the therapists to figure out if I can make an appt or even afford it yet.. But I requested more information on the services of a specific center recently. I'm waiting for the reply now...

I'm hoping that I'm able to get a therapist soon, because I feel like I really need help right now. I've been taking hormone supplements for the past 4 days to help with amenorrhea, so I think that's a huge contributing factor to the mood swings I've been having... But my girlfriend stayed with me all last night to make sure that I was going to be okay because I had a mild emotional breakdown in the restroom of a 24 hour diner.

...The night before that I wasn't too okay either. So I'm becoming more afraid for my health than I have been before... Sorry for ranting, I just.. I dunno I felt like I needed to for some reason.