How long does it take for Mirtazapine to start working for depression? I've really been struggling over the last few days and today is the worst my depression has been. I feel anger, rage, guilt, paranoia all at the same time and I can't stop myself from crying.
I thought things were improving but they aren't, I'm also having suicidal thoughts although I don't think I would act upon them.
I really don't know how I have got to this point, the problems started with insomnia but now I feel like I am a complete mess (mentally). I'm having to force myself to eat and do the normal daily tasks but it is hard, I just want to take my sleeping meds now and sleep through all this.
I know I'm probably experiencing the effects of sleep deprivation but that doesn't make it any easier.
I've just had an argument with my other half but don't really care that I have upset her, I just feel numb and unemotional like this isn't real and that life is not real. I would not be like that if I were thinking properly.