I do hate missing sessions Going down to once a week makes it harder, because if I miss a session it feels like FOREVER before I see T. Kind of like with you, and T having a vacation next week.

I think what helps is that I actually HAVE had to unexpectedly miss sessions with T - when I had a root canal that went really badly (I missed a couple of sessions), when I've had the flu, when T has hurt himself. And even though it's so hard right then, in the big picture of "me and T" it's so small. I go to my next session, he's still there, the relationship continues. I guess it's one of those "this too shall pass" things. So hard while we're in it, but eventually, a minor thing in retrospect.

I'm having a sad day today because of a long break I have coming up, so thinking about this has helped. Thanks, Rainbow

I hope you get to have your session.