I agree with you Moose72; changing meds isn't always the answer. If I didn't have a therapist I would have more episodes. It's hard to find a solution to your living situation, but you are taking steps to change it and should be proud of yourself. Perhaps you could look at the classifieds for shared accomodations. I know it's not ideal and I had to do it for 2 years after my boyfriend and I split, but it most likely will be better than your current situation.