I had my session. It pretty much sucked. T kept saying the wrong thing and *I* kept saying the wrong thing and making her think the wrong thing.

I left feeling like blah and I wish she was going on vacation NOW so I wouldn't miss her but be relieved for the break.

Don't feel like she heard or listened or felt what I was saying. I feel like she was TRYING to, but she missed the mark. I kept trying to tell her no, that's not it, but she wasn't getting it and the whole thing just really really really sucked.

Especially since I need her and I don't feel ok about calling her and ARGH. I wish she was leaving for vacation right now, today.