btw it isn't paranoia when it's real. I think the site can't handle anyone becoming a legendary. I vote to have the final title removed... such petty issues of control abound. Is there so few of us around who care about others.. but then maybe not me.. I'm working on not caring about anyone or anything it makes it easier that way.. to just slip away.. and be forgotten. I don't disclose a great deal about myself... in the nearly 2 years I have been here. Do any of you know my real name? (mods excepted they can search it but they better not disclose!) Do you think you know how I live, really? You think by calling my T that he will share anything about me with you? I never trusted completely here...and one who I shared bits more turned on me... drawing back a nub I continue to try and support others... (sometimes I do say the right thing, go figure!) Is all my hurt worth helping one other? Yeah.. for now.. for the past it was... I think the green carpet in the cave looks just fine!