It's been eight years since i was raped by my babysitter more than twice my age. Why would he do that to me ,what did i do that made him rape me!!!! He was such a nice guy ,and i thought he was my best friend!!! He used to take me out for ice cream and talk to me about my problems about my step dad,but one night while my parents were out he just started to hit me and taking of my clothes ,then he started rapping me and hitting me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He had a girlfriend too!!! So why would he even think about raping a eight year old boy!!! I can't stop shaking,i'm so confused!!!!! Why would he do that ,why did he wan't to hurt me!!!!!
Did i make him mad ,did i somehow arrose him.i'm so confused and i can't stop crying!!!
I hate him almost as much as i hate myself!!!! What did i do!!! Somebody please tell me!!!!!!!!! What did i do!!! What did i do!!! What did i do!!!!!!! What did i do!!!!!!! What did i do!!!! I'm sorry ,i'm so sorry!!! What did i do!!! I'm sorry!!!!!!!!!!