(sigh)...that's really all that i can do to express what i'm feeling right now, actually it's more like a lack of feeling. because i am basically numb to the world....i bleed..and i can't even feel the sting anymore. it doesn't even hurt...not that it did to begin with, but now i can't feel it at all. there is nothing there anymore. nothing at all. i am just plain...living...which i don't want to do anymore.