It's funny how things can change. Since 2 weeks ago, my rapid cycling has ironed out into the most stable mood I have had in 6 months. Bipolar? What's that? It seems like some long forgotten horrible dream - almost unreal now. But along with the change came heavy dreaming, several wake-ups every night, and an inability to get my corpse out of bed before 08h00, and some days before 10h00. (I usually wake up at 05h00).
Today I managed to wake at 05h00 (yeeeeehaaaaah!) and thought I was onto a good wicket. But then the tiredness hit with avengeance at 08h00. Now I am looking for match sticks to wedge my eyelids open. Even coffee is having little effect.
I'm still as ineffective at work as I was when heavily depressed.