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That sounds hard My T and I finally made a deal where I am allowed to "rest" (leave in my head) for a few minutes before he tries to pull me back into the room. Sometimes we just need a BREAK. It must have felt really overwhelming to keep getting pulled back in before you were ready.

I'm sorry she couldn't/wouldn't/didn't give you what you need. It totally makes sense to me that you might need a "reality check" about your own strengths and abilities. I know I do. It's hard when they're in "T Mode" and turn everything around instead of just giving us what we're asking for. Ack.

I'm glad you posted here. Keep reaching out