Hi. I'm new.

I've been suffering for over 20 years from depression. Since I was 13 I've had several therapists, many meds, a couple diagnosies, and one psych related hospital stay. I feel worse as time goes on. I'm starting to fear that I may never feel any better. I've given up hope on being "cured". I don't know what else to do. Any advice, comments, or suggestions would be appreciated.