My work place used to care about us. It has changed and become very negative and demanding ON THE LINE! You are right about the disability thing but I chose not to push it. I need more stress like a hole in the head. I have a voc rehab app I am doing tonight and may indeed ask them to go with me. Thanks Dex. It stinks to be where i am right now. I have given my children's growing up years to these people and this is what I get. Well, I will take care of myself one way or another. I am planning on seeing doc first thing tomorrow and getting a referral for another MRI as well as the pain clinic. I am so very tired. I would love to sleep 24x7. Maybe the depression poking in again but I think it's more stress and ptsd triggers. Thanks for your ongoing support. You have no idea how much it means. I have not felt very supported lately.