I'm here (((((((((((sj)))))))))))))). you are strong enough. it just takes trying to believe that. the holidays are zapping me too. maybe if the two of us keep saying I'm not going to give in, Im not going to give in we can beat this.. Hang in there. January is just around the corner and then the hardest part is done.. breath breath I can n make it. You can make it you can make it...