WXWX - you didnt do anything - ok did you get that ?

*****YOU DIDNT DO ANYTHING*****

HE DID - he took your trust and used it aginst you - maybe someone had upset him - maybe he had been abused - maybe .. you know what - whatever happened to him - it gave him NO RIGHT to hurt or rape you

you are innocent - maybe he was hitting you for the way he was feeling - taking it out on you that he wanted you - IT WAS NOT ANYTHIGN YOU DID - this person is a predator - did this person get punished? please please please realise that this was their sickness not yours

you did nothing wrong - you were there - thats all it comes down to - they wanted somthign and you were there .....

Therapy can help with all those feelings of guilt and revulsion you feel - please see if you can get some help and keep posting here or inthe survivors of abuse forum - where we can support you

take care P7