Today I started to do some research online. I took the sanity score, and another test I found. They both say that I score very high in Borderline Personality Disorder, and after I researched it I matched quite a few of the symptoms (especially binge eating, low self confidence, paranoid thoughts, and unstable relationships). Then I read through the "You know you're borderline when..." thread, and I know it's meant to be mostly joking around, but I actually could relate a lot of the scenarios to myself, and on the sanity score I rated an 85 in BPD.

The problem is, I don't feel like my psychiatrist listens to me. I'm always scared to tell her what I think I might have, because it makes me feel like I'm doing her job for her. I feel awkward about it, and paranoid that she'll think I'm being silly or stupid. So if anyone has brought up BPD to their doctor, how did you do it to make you feel less uncomfortable? And do you think 85 is enough to even bring this up to my doctor?