had t session today, worst one in long time.
i give up, screw therapy i can't take it anymore.
why do i even care about getting better? Is it worth
the time and energy anymore. I just got home 1 hour ago
and I feel the need to call her and tell her it's over, no more therapy
and no more trying to get better, i give up.

Sorry to everyone who ever cared about me, I just don't know what to do.
I feel like the worst person in the world.

thanks for everything and listening,
jen