tiniest seashell under pretty seashell was baby in t --- ??? right? baby brought t to a more human understanding of you and baby is taking t away from you as well ---

i understand your pain....but if you have made such progress, isnt it worth it to see how things go when she comes back?

this being said, i understand that need to be done with the pain --- hope you will let us know how things go

(((hugs)))