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Originally Posted by zooropa
(((((googley)))))
what is up with all these bad sessions today? Must be the happiest time of the year. 
I'm not making light of your feelings, though. I know how hard that must have been for you. I definitely know what it's like to feel like you want to hide from T. I'm sorry you have to wait so long to reconnect with her. |
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Originally Posted by treehouse
((((((((((googley))))))))))
That sounds hard  My T and I finally made a deal where I am allowed to "rest" (leave in my head) for a few minutes before he tries to pull me back into the room. Sometimes we just need a BREAK. It must have felt really overwhelming to keep getting pulled back in before you were ready. 
I'm sorry she couldn't/wouldn't/didn't give you what you need. It totally makes sense to me that you might need a "reality check" about your own strengths and abilities. I know I do. It's hard when they're in "T Mode" and turn everything around instead of just giving us what we're asking for. Ack.
I'm glad you posted here. Keep reaching out  |
Thanks all of you. I don't know that I really want to reconnect right now. I just feel all mixed up. I wish I could just throw the feelings away and not have to deal with them. I thought the worst thing that could happen was that she could have a negative opinion. I had somewhat braced myself for that. I hadn't even thought that she wouldn't share her opinion. I told her it seemed impossible for her to not have an opinion because everyone has opinions about (almost) everything. And she nodded her head. So really, she just doesn't want to share her opinion. How am I supposed to know what is really going on and evaluate my own interpretations if I can't check them with someone? I just feel awful.
