Thank you Place, Esthersvirtue, suz and larks, Hillbunnyb and Dottie for writing. Today the work part had to work (away from home). She doesn't have anything to do with h or fear of him.

everything is a confusing mess because who i am keeps changing i wish h wouldn't be angry again and could care how hard it is for me. i'm so worried about what will happen.
Thanks for being there