Thank you so much ((phoenix)) for your response. I have a T and she's a PH.D so you think she would be able to help me more. I've gotten a couple different answers from her: I'll have to look and research about memories... the next time I asked her about it she said she has no idea why it's not in my memory. I'm starting to think perhaps I need a new T

Anyhow thanks for your input phoenix. It sounds like you have a great T.