Lex that sucks..I have not had a christmas for me in I don't know how long.... maybe 4 years......I dunno..I do not get food stamps or any of that....I don't even get to see family so I know how you feel....its just another day...I do buy my pets something and also buy a toy for Toys 4 Tots....I just did that tonight....I use to LOVE the holidays many ...it seems many years ago...now it's just another %#@&#! day