((((((((((((((googles)))))))))))))))))

im sorry about your sucky session, it was painful for me to even read through. especially the needing to hide bit -- i've had a similar experience before (where old-T wanted me to look at him) and he kept asking me to and each time i withdrew further (lol, i ended up with my cardigan over my head, all tented up so i couldnt see him and he couldnt see me).

how are things going with this T otherwise?? im sorry i havent been keeping up with you lately, ive just had really bad insomnia and have kind of zombied out.