Hi & welcome to PC. I can relate to how you feel.I was depressed for decades and misdiagnosed with depression by a GP. Never saw a psych doc.Took many different anti-dep. which just made me worse. I finally did research on my own and it was very clear that I was bipolar.Now on the right meds & doing well. There are quizzes on this website that you may find helpful. This is a great website to share,find support,frienship and knowledge.. I hope you find it as helpful as I have.