thankyou catlovers, i just seem so different from everyone who posts on here that i really am doubting my dx. I have found such little info anywhere on the internet specifically about dissociative motor disorder that i really do not know what is typical symptoms and what could be something else altogether!
I have no one to compare myself to, I have always thought i am wrongly dxd and would just love to know if i am or not. my gp goes along with the dx for an easy life i think, even though i have discussed my concerns with him he is not really prepared to put me forward for any physical tests to find out. my care team do not know what to do with me and no one will help me adapt my home to accommodate my needs and wheelchair! I have been bumping up and down stairs for almost 2 years, and yesterday i had to remove half my door frame myself as the new wheelchair would not fit through it to reach the kitchen!

The situation i am in is causing me to be depressed but my care co ordinator just sees the dx and depression she is unwilling to see the cause even though i keep telling her i need my home adapting and making safe for me to be there alone.
I really do not know what to do anymore, i have tried everything , even wrote to my local mp every month for a year but still am left struggling in an unadapted house. this can't be right